i can be very poetic and express my deep thoughts. So without further ado here is my first "One of my Moments" on friends.
Today my one friend said she was going to move to Virginia beach, so when my other friend left i ran to my room to cry. Turns out there was a misunderstanding and she wasnt going to move.......yet. Not suprised really, but it hurt. Since i moved from Pittsburgh, Pa ive had what it seems like a curse. A curse causing me to have friends leave me. It started like i said after i moved from Pitsburgh when i was 3. I moved to Biloxi, Mississippi. I made friends there then moved to Manassas, Virginia. THERE i was treated like an outcast, i was unwanted and when i would even open up to them(which is hard to do because im shy) they would turn me down, but not without leaving a little scar that has scared me to this day. It doesnt bother me, but i think i wouldnt be as shy as i am now. But i think..out of the faint memory i had....yes i remember i had one friend for a while. He wasnt a GREAT friend but he was something on the lines of it. But sadly he moved to Pittsburgh that year before the school year ended leaving me alone.
2 years after that we moved yet again to Franklin , Virginia. There my feelings were more toyed with. Girls would act like there my friend then turn there back on me. In second grade i made a friend, but that year she moved to Hawaii to live close to her Grandfather. Third grade in the middle of the year a girl moved to my school. She was the most best friend i had had. Sadly 3 months after living there she moved. Being only a clueless little kid in the middle of nowhere i didnt think of asking them for their number or address.
Finally i move to where i am today, by fourth grade i started to make a friend. She was and outcast like i was so we became good friends. The next year i met one my friend's friend who is the one who we thought was going to move. The same year i met her new friend, who is jewish. Im open to any religion or anyone who is nice really. Sixth grade my original friend left for china the whole school year and my jewish friend was becoming kind of a brat. This year i only have my orininal friend. The jewish on went to valley and the other one does Cyber School. The jewish one is now becoming a brat and now barely calls or talks to us. She changed. And because of the economy my other friends dad had to get a job in Virginia causing her and her family to have to come down there. Now she is going to be down there for 6 months. Now i might and probebly lose her and only have my original friend. I just feel like im forgotten and unwanted.
thank you for reading and have a good life
-Anne
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